ANZAC DAY

April 25, 2008 by wentan

Today is Anzac Day. My dad always used to march in the parade, when he was younger, and then go to the pub and have a few drinks with his mates. This is a picture of him, taken in his army uniform in 1942. He served in the Australian army in Papua New Guinea, but he didn’t talk very much about it. He was in an engineering corps, so I don’t think he fought in the front line, but maybe memories of war are such that people sometimes lose them, to avoid the pain. They also say that returned soldiers often don’t talk about their experiences with anyone, except their army buddies, because if you weren’t there, you just couldn’t understand.

Anyway, I won’t have the chance to find out any more about my father’s war experiences, because he passed away last year, on Sept 15th. I made a mosaic cross to put on his grave, and on it I put this picture of him, looking young and handsome, in his army uniform.  I thought, if it were me, I would rather have people remember me like this, rather than old and frail and stooped.

Around his picture, printed on a ceramic disk, I put the rising sun, which is the symbol of the Australian Army. When my brother was here from France, in November, our little family walked to the cemetery on our property and had a ceremony, where we buried the ashes and erected the cross. He we all are:

Me, Colin (my partner), Bryan (my brother), Brendon (my nephew) and Banjo our dog, who also is no longer with us.

I went to visit the grave last week. It was my father’s birthday on 14th April. I lit some candles and sat beside the grave in the quiet and still of the evening. I had a beer and a chat with my dad. It is a nice resting place. I thought how important it is to have a place where you can go and connect with someone who has passed away - I suppose that is why we have such symbolic places as graves and memorials. And that is why people make pilgrimages half way round the world, to see a field of tiny crosses or a plaque or a statue. And why many peoples of the world have celebrations, like “The Day of the Dead”, and have a big party by the gravesides of their ancestors.

Carnage at dog fight

February 19, 2008 by wentan

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Just yesterday I heard on the news that 80 people had been killed in a suicide bombing at a dog fight just outside Kandahar. It was said to have been the deadliest single suicide attack since the Taliban movement was driven from power more than six years ago.

It made me very sad and angry, as I am in the midst of reading a very fascinating and incisive book by Sarah Chayes, called “The Punishment of Virtue - Inside Afghanistan after the Taliban”. It seems that the Taliban, the name that instills fear into Pentagon officials and ordinary Afghanis alike, are still alive and well in Afghanistan, despite years of American rhetoric and miliary intervention.

This amazing book, by a very strong and inspiring ex-journalist, is set largely in Kandahar, a very signifacant strategic stronghold in a largely desolate and desperate region. It survived successive waves of aggressors sweeping across the high plains of the Hindu Kush, from Alexander the Great to Ghengis Khan, Turmalane, and more recently the Soviets. In between times a colourful culture grew and thrived. I was lucky to visit it in one of those “between times” - in the mid 1970’s - when I was able to witness a dog fight, at that very same place just outside Kandahar where 80 people were killed just yesterday. The news always seems to hit home harder, when you know the place, the people or both.

Solomon

December 22, 2007 by wentan



Solomon

Originally uploaded by Wendy Tanner

I love this photo of Solomon, just one of the wonderful students in my ESL class at Coffs Coast Community College. This was taken at Woolgoolga Beach, just north of Coffs Harbour, where we had lunch at our end of year excursion. About 80 of us, in 2 big buses, travelled to the blueberry farms, where the students gorged themselves on blueberries. Then we went to the Indian Sikh Temple.
What a lovely way to finish our year.

Bellingen Global Carnival

October 1, 2007 by wentan

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As I sit here now after the whirl of the global carnival – I have many fine memories floating around my head – and after all the music that I have listened to over the weekend, it is the sounds of the Mauritian song, La Travailleur  (The Worker) which I have going around my head. And I had the honour of hearing it one last time, at a private concert on my verandah, from the vital and vibrant group Jalsa Creole, some members of which stayed as billets at my home for the weekend. A band of renegades from the tiny island of Mauritius, they brought fun and laughter into my house. They were all so different, in appearance and temperament, as Mauritius, off the east coast of Africa, is a real melange of cultures and races – Portuguese, Dutch, French, English, Indian, African and even Chinese. Before the Suez Canal was built it was on the trading route from The Old World, to The New – and had many different visitors, colonisers and influences. The saddest story, about which the band sings, is of a tiny island, off the coast of the island of Mauritius, called Diego Garcia, that was evacuated by the British – all the inhabitants were moved to “the mainland” so the British could allow the US to have their strategic base there – and all those people are now totally dispossessed – living in poverty on the fringes of society on the main island of Mauritius.

 

Mauritius is small, about the size of the greater city of Sydney and is mountainous and volcanic. The view look a bit like the view from my verandah, so one of the band members told me. Very tropical and laid back. Sounds a bit like Bellingen.

Well the global carnival this year was wonderful. After a year off, I’m sure everyone really appreciated it even more. I know I did. So often, I looked around me, or through the lens of my new camera, and saw happy faces. Even the theme of this years mosaic project, led by the local identity Guy Crosley, (who looks more and more like Salvador Dali every time I see him, and is probably almost as eccentric), was happy faces. And there is something for every one. Haunting tabla and sitar music from India to the upbeat sounds from Africa and Latin America. A cornucopia of concerts, activities for the kids, workshops and so much colour to see and taste with all the senses.

I went through so many emotions. Happy carefree jigging to the Irish band, Sharon Shannon, who win you over as soon as they speak with that beautiful Irish brogue, before they even start playing their instruments. Sadness, as the gospel singing of the Café at the Gates of Salvation, washed over me, and brought tears to my eyes, as I thought of my Dad, who had died only 2 weeks before. “The Storm was Passing Over” for me, inside, too, as well as outside. I met up with old friends, and saw those I had once known as kids and babies, now grown up, with kids of their own. I spent some time with the wonderful women from Africa who were doing the hair braiding and cooking at the Kafé Karibuni, which means, “Everyone is Welcome” in Swahili. These strong and inspirational women, who as refugees, have suffered brutalities and privations that we cannot even imagine, but despite all, can sing and clap as they cook, and happily count the profits at the end of the day, and will probably send most of it back to Africa.

The African energy of Shasha Marley, the preacher like figure who held the audience in the palm of his hand. The beautiful backing female singers from South Africa and Ethiopia. The boys from Burundi and Congo, who drummed and danced and sung with such dynamism and freshness – their first big festival appearance, after arriving in Coffs Harbour as refugees less than 2 years ago.

The gutsy and gorgeous Mihirangi, from New Zealand, who has the energy and sound of a whole stageful of performers, creating overlays of sound and percussion, using looping and just the sound of her voice.

The fire event was moving and beautiful. I loved best the chanting and part singing of the whole crowd, who were joined in one voice before the burning wheel, each person holding their candles, and interacting in small ways with those around.

The beautiful gates, representing the four elements – earth, fire, water and air, with their fluttering flags, under which thousands of people passed over those few days.

But for me, what is almost more enjoyable and memorable at the Global, are the little scenes and events you stumble upon – the teenagers busking by the bins, the 2 Amigos amusing a small group of kids; the stilt walker who catches my camera’s gaze and turns around to pose for a photo; the monks making their sand picture, with kids and adults alike, watching in amazement and reverence – hardly talking, lest a puff of breath might blow the sand away. A jam session at the marimba stall. The kids milling possessively around the paper lanterns, getting ready for the parade, just on dusk. People of all ages trying to learn juggling and stilt walking in Circus Works, or being artistic and creative, by contributing to a colourful collage of tiles in the mosaic workshop, or making an individualised clay tile to be used in next year’s project. A chai and a chat at the Curried Away Indian stall. Local Aboriginal elder, Bea Ballingarry, closing The Forum with a circle in which everyone in the audience stood, held hands and had a moment’s silence. So many lovely little encounters and snapshots and surprises.

 So, this was the Global Carnival of 2007, or my reflections of it, anyway. I think we are so lucky to have such a wonderful and beautiful event, created in, and by, our beautiful and wonderful Bellingen community. Thankyou to the organisers and all the wonderful musicians and dancers and all the people who went to the Global Carnival this year, with happy hearts and open minds, and made it such a fabulous “home-grown” event.

Tale of a snake and a mosaic

August 26, 2007 by wentan

Once upon a time (in April 2005, to be exact) a large carpet snake appeared on our verandah, with a HUGE bulge in its middle. At first we thought it had eaten one of our chooks, but no … 4, 5, 6 … they were all there, so it must have been something else - maybe a possum, a bandicoot or a small wallaby.

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It sat on the verandah, sunning itself, and stayed roughly in that area, quite lethargic and sluggish for some days. It was so fat, its scales were stretched apart, so you could see the skin between them.

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Then we started the renovations of the old building, which had become its home. Our dog, Banjo, was quite curious about this new visitor, but the snake ignored him.

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The snake ignored Colin, my partner, whose nickname, since long before I had met him, was “snake”.

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The snake ignored Peter, our builder.

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And we continued building around it, hammering, sawing and stepping over it. We pulled off the old verandah, put up new posts and new bearers, and there it remained, still with the big lump in its belly.

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The renovations were finished, and the snake still hung around slowly digesting its meal, until finally it did a huge and long snake pooh - a mixture of fur and white chalky stuff - the bones of the digested animal.

The next year, our snake appeared from time to time, and was observed with caution.

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From behind the safety of the garden enclosure!!

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To honour our resident reptile, I decided to make a bench along the front of my new studio, and decorate the top of it with a mosaic of a diamond python, with a big bulge in its belly.

Another year passed. Just yesterday morning, I was going to my studio, to see what damage the week’s rain had caused, when I almost stepped on our friend, who had obviously been driven out of his winter hibernation by the wet. There he was, on the paving, just beside the python bench.

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I ran and got my camera and rushed back to photograph the two snakes together, having removed the sodden carton which was full of my latest find of second-hand plates.

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Weren’t they beautiful? The two snakes together at last!! What a wonderful thing that I had stumbled upon!! And now the snake was actually going up beside the bench and the little ceramic bug teapot my daughter Matilda had made at High School. Maybe the snake wanted to make friends with this giant bug!!

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But that wasn’t the end of it!!! Then it turned around, and started slithering along the bench. Right on top of its mosaic mate!!! I couldn’t believe it!!

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and then it disappeared into my mosaic studio, under a table…..

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THE END

….but not REALLY ”The End”, because the snake is still hanging around, and I have taken about 300 photos of it, and I’m sure there’ll be another chapter to this snake tale!!

In fact … here are 3 of the shots I took of it next morning. It is quite at home, sleeping in this box of old mugs. Would you call it a “mug shot of the snake”???

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Look closely at the second picture. I must have woken it with the click of my camera!!

It is such a beautiful snake, I have really grown quite fond of it ….

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But I must admit, I am keeping all the doors to my house firmly closed, as it is getting quite mobile now, as the weather is warming up. I don’t really want to find it in my bed tonight (one “Snake” in my bed is enough).

fortress ruins, Khulm

August 6, 2007 by wentan

fortress ruins, Khulm, originally uploaded by Wendy Tanner.

I wonder, as I scan my 33 year old slides of Afghanistan and upload them to Flickr, and then post them to this blog …..whether Flickr, or this blog…or indeed, even the internet, might still be around in another 33 years!!???

Kitsilano Beach Sunset, Vancouver

July 16, 2007 by wentan

33 Kitsilano Beach Sunset, Vancouver, originally uploaded by Daniel Dray.

and here is the original!!

Dan - my cover boy

July 16, 2007 by wentan

Dan - My cover boy

Guess who is a proud mother!!?? Danny is featured on the cover of the Coffs Coast Community College Term 3 brochure. It is his “buddy icon” for his flickr site, too: www.flickr.com/photos/danieldray

Colin in his element

July 12, 2007 by wentan

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My Darling in Zion National Park, Utah

Danny and Tilda

July 12, 2007 by wentan

Tilda & Dan, originally uploaded by Colin Dray.

Colin (with Matilda’s help), has just flickred his first lot of photos from Utah, North America. These are my two darling tiddlywinks!!!